huanzi's thoughts

haha slowly im finally doing some work during my attachment… gone r e days which i dun look forward to work cos it means dat i need to find some things to occupy my time… i still need to figure out e macros and improvise it sia… argh programming

yest went out for dinner and supper wif bl and zy… lol i paid bl 5 bucks for e ride back home from redhill to pasir ris… LOL… and i was wearing sleeveless sia… damn cold la… supposed to go out for late dinner wif zb and justin too… but den oh well… justin ps again… so we need to postpone it…

ive finally gt a macro code online which can help me rank e data i need… haha HURRAYS! but my supervisor ask me if i understand wad each code means… lol i told him i still need time to decipher… LOL… oh well, hope dat i can modify e code on mon to finalise on it =x

went to hougang this morning to make e office key which… haix long story… hopefully it works sia, if nt i reali dunno how… enqi went to duplicate twice at jurong le, but still cannot… so i gotta go duplicate it at my super trusted shop in hougang… yawns… wanted to wake up late… but my body clock forced me to wake up at 8 plus =.= and now im tired again haixxx

yawns~~~~

went for rs yest, e last time i went there was in sept 2009 la… didnt have time to go until now… haix i seriously hope dat my supervisor allow me to take e 2 mods… he said let’s talk in office on nxt tue… haixxxx… i reali dun wan to overload in yr4 or clear special sem juz for 1 mod sia… im still gg for e lect today la…

yest rs session was fun… haha… im still like trying my vv best to find e groove in me… haha gg back to e basics is hard sia… i still cant get rid of some awkward lines i have… lol… but im still trying la… i need to find dat groove in me!!! haha… i am using less of my head, more of my core, less energy, but more energy to feel e music and e choreo… haha guess datz wad i learn last yr… haha… to ue my energy into e right aspects… so now it’s time to find e groove… so groove where r u???

went in to jb for bakuteh today wif my parents… and it’s YUMMY… jimmy said at this rate dat im eating, i will go poomph soon =x LOL… but i juz cant help it la… went to jusco and turns out dat it’s jusco day today… SO THERE WAS ALOT OF PPL LA… didnt enter e supermarket… but i did find a SODA blouse in e 70% discount pile… haha… yes 1 more working blouse…

and den we saw a&w, i was like… YEAH!!! I WAN TO DRINK ROOT BEER… we wanted to buy a meal for my dajie so dat we can koup e root beer, but den e guy @ e counter told me dat all burgers was sold out…………………….. HOW CAN DAT BE LA??? IT WAS ONLI 3PM… im vv sure is cos e staff r too lazy to make e burgers or e person who’s supposed to make e burger is on leave today =.= so in end, we bought 1 large root beer, and i was super surprised dat my parents finished e entire drink like super fast la…

e traffic was super gd, so we reached home at 4pm… was watching entertainment tonight, and i happen to c mariah carey’s bizarre acceptance speech

she was so drunk sia… i think e producer should at least get some emcee to like cue her to stop or try to like do sth abt it sia… juz let her continue to ramble on for like 5:50mins??? unbelievable… LOL

went ikea shopping wif sarah today and i bought 1 big plastic box to store my shoes, 1 self-assembled mini cabinet and hot dogs… we met aijia la!!! and we ended up chatting for a VERY VERY LONG TIME STANDING… so we decided to go to e cafe to chit chat… i ate e chicken wings there… woohoo!!! happiness…

ah huan is proud to say dat i have assembled 80% of e cabinet… lol… screwing the screws (sounds wrong) and hammering e nails… LOL i muz say onli 1 nail pop out (meaning i hammered in a sengek fashion lol) my papa was laughing at me when he saw it… he was covering his face while laughing at me… >.< my dad helped me to fix 2 out of 3 drawers… cos i was scared dat sooner or later my neighbour is gg to like come to my house and complain of e hammering noise… =x

yeah at last i have stop procastinating and my room is neat for once… except for my sis’s stuff which im gg to bug her to get rid of it… argh… and i juz realised i gt tons of unworn clothes… last time reali dunno how to spend money sia… =( decided to wash dem n wear some of dem… e rest im giving it away… better den i leave it to rot in my room sia

yeah my official form of exercise is on tml!!! blast is tml haha… time to burn some calories!!!

today’s agenda was to shop for my office wear for my internship… so i met karen in town to go gai gai… i bet we worked alot of calories sia… haha… and im sorry partner, for making u walk so much… i noe im a fussy shopper =x

e strange thing was e alarm system for most of e shops which we went into was beeping sia =.= this isnt e 1st time such thing happened to us sia… couldnt figure out e reason anyway… in e end, we juz ignored e beep LOL… it was super irritating >.<

bought a blouse from pull and bear, a knitted outerwear from fox (50% disc storewide sia!!! LOL) and a dress from isetan… haha yeah!!! mission accomplished!!!

now is time to work off e calories… lol im like gg jb again this wk la… oh man… i shall work it off on my 1st and final blast class of this sem… LOL

yest i decided to ditch e idea of counting down @ zouk to go for watchnight service… this time we made a rule dat everyone has to give testimony… so i was e 4th last person… haha… interesting to hear everyone’s testimony… sort of encourages me…

went to e coffee club @ tampines 1 to chill out wif e youth… haha sophia drove us home and i reached home @ 4 plus… this yr new yr i feel so off sia… like gt nth to do… i woke up at 11 plus… den took a nap from 2 to 5pm… im sure dat i cant reali slp later >.< oh well, hopefully i find sth to do sia… i watched finish ugly betty le >.<

oh well, i juz realised… i broke up for exactly 1 yr le… LOL… time flies sia… haha

yeah!!! sg idol is finally over!!! reali wanted sylvia to win but… haix… guess sezari is juz super popular la… e whole indoor stadium is filled wif ppl clad in green colour… and his supporters r like super alot la… so when it comes to votes, oh well… but i reali think sylvia shld win la… when it comes to star power and everything… haix

reached indoor at 1250 today… took a cab from kallang cos it was like pouring super badly… taufik was wif e nra dancers at e stage practising… so hardworking sia… hardly i c artiste practise so many times one… i was surprised to c so many ppl @ e indoor stadium… e last time i performed at indoor stadium is spop… and trust me… there were alot of empty seats… but today… e stadium is like packed… e amt of screaming gg on there was like headache sia… i pity my parents who sat among them… LOL…

yeah! i didnt slide or fall today… almost did a wrong step but i managed to cover it up… haha phew~! e hair today was super tight sia… my scalp is like in pain now… heng no headache… 1st time i danced so near e audience la… heng they nv put their hands on e stage, if nt i confirm step on dem one… LOL… to think my mama can recognise me from afar… nt bad ah mum…

and now im back home wif hair filled wif hairspray smell even aft conditioning, shampooing andf conditioning again… and my back aches like shit… argh… guess it’s time to take a break… my back cant sustain a whole series of dance pracs sia… argh lousy back…

yeah tml we r gg out to celebrate meihui’s bday… hehe… looking forward to dat =)

it’s day 4 of e whole series of rehearsals… and my body is aching… yest was costume fitting and gosh… e opening act costume is so sm-ish >.< wearing a bra outside a heavily studded leotard… =.=

took me 30 mins to log into e nus system for my results… and i gt my 1st c+ and 1st a+ LOL… so dat makes me an ave student… 1st time my cap for this sem went over 4 la… and nw my overall cap shifted up to 3.95 =.= jia lat… means i need to put in effort to pull up to 2nd upper sia… stressed!!!

gotta shop for my dajie’s gift soon… think i shall find it later b4 i go for e rehearsal… hope my back can survive it =x

spent e last 2 nites @ costa sands resort wif my sis and cousins… they gave out complimentary tics to escape theme park or wild wild wet… we went for escape instead… lol… omg i felt like a kid when i enter… and i finally went for my 1st go-kart ride… 1 thing to say for sure, im a super reckless drive… ie when i get my license, i think i will wreck havoc on e roads sia… LOL…

we bought some alcohol @ cheers e day b4… and i saw like KIDS buying bottles of tiger beer… well… e cashier went to check my ic… (aiyo, i think i older den e cashier sia) den i said i didnt noe i look so young… LOL… we rented 2 dvds (e hangover and e proposal)… i think e guy was quite disgusted wif me cos xiao xuan and i were choosing e movies and almost ALL i said i watched b4 liao… LOL

i think e chalet was nt bad la… a getaway from everything… cos there’s literally no wireless signal in e room LOL… so quite detached from e world… when i came back, there was like tons of emails… LOL mostly from facebook la…

sigh dunno wad to do now… maybe i shld go town shopping for xmas presents… but guess i will do it e same as last yr… alone… lol…

tml is like my 2nd paper (ya aft so long) and sarah is finishing her exams tml… even before i start my 5pm paper =.= went to her place to mug to escape e aftnoon sun in my room… ya i refuse to on e air con… lol… uncle jonathan vv funny… ask me if i wan drink ribena… den i said it’s ok i gt water… den he looked at me and said… ribena is gd for u, u noe… a little bit of sugar is gd… LOL so i surrendered and said ok…

den auntie angie came back… and asked if we ate anything aft service today… den we said no… onli ate  e 2 plates of beehoon which my mum has prepared for e church… den she said i pour for u milk ok? u all need some proteins… HAHA den sarah said her mama gt zhi ye bing… having a nurse as ur mother is diff… u live a healthy lifestyle unlike me LOL… my mother and i r like partners in crime… crime for eating unhealthy food

we mug till 7pm when my dad msged me to go back home for dinner… haha today’s dinner was exceptionally gd… my mama make asam chilli fish… DAMN NICE SIA… I WAS DRINKING E GRAVY NON-STOP… LOL… i pestered her for e receipe and she said she prepared e chilli herself… haha no wonder taste differently…

so now im slacking in front of my lappie… hope dat everything is ok tml… dat e paper wont be as tragic as e process control paper i had last wed… LOL it’s reali tragic… >.<